writing depends on my feeling

i write something

when i feel bad

even though

it might be

the same thing

i would have written

feeling good

i’ll throw it out

and only if

my good feeling self

digs in the trash

uncrumpling and

exclaiming, framing

everything that my

bad feeling self

threw out

but the point is

the lens is more

for both reader

and writer

than the writing

itself