The more time you spend alone, the more alone you become: Part 2 of a serial essay about solitude

The more time you spend alone, the more alone you become
You have thoughts that form into memories, feelings that develop into fears and ambitions.
The longer you watch your biopic alone, the more alone you become.
You are never yourself; you are never alone
You remain yourself when you’re alone. But then again, you are never yourself. Even if you are not with another person, you are with the chair you sit in, with the wallpaper you see on the wall, with the wind whistling through the branches outside the window. We are always in relationship with everything around us. And our relationships change us. We cannot be alone because we were never alone in the first place. 
Our idea of solitude is the result of a narrow, human-centric worldview. We think we are alone when we are not with other humans. This is more than just a human world. 
But fellow humans have a different kind of effect on us than a chair or wallpaper, or even than plants or animals. Other humans have knowledge and opinions. They can talk and sing and be beautiful.