The feel of my feet on the ground

Most of the pressure is in my heels. The arches of my feet aren’t touching the ground. The balls are the points where I feel the second-most pressure. My toes are touching, but I have very little weight on them. They seem to be there for balance.
I’m wearing socks, but I can’t acutely feel the fabric. It just feels generally comfortable to be wearing them. I’m also standing on carpet, so there is some cushion.
If I lean back, the weight goes to my heels until my toes lift off the ground and then I almost fall backward. If I lean forward, the weight goes first into the balls of my feet and then to my toes. My toes flex and bend at their joints until my heels come off the ground and then I almost fall forward. I can lean farther forward than I can backward.