you get up and away until you get pitted and slotted and eventually spent; up and all over and capable of being anything until alluded by the relational quality of being something and having a name that you can say to others and have a hand to shake and a personhood to pass on but at some times so defined you want to lose it all and spread all over again if only to experience a brief relief from identity that is not necessarily a natural form so the coin minted and made from metal and placed in the slot for a machine made to operate melts and might even rally the other coins to jump of the track and burst from the bank that the machine has collected so those who slot coins start to question what they were spending all along