sex is the heights so that’s what you chase after when you’re overwhelmed and can’t take it anymore and rather than continue to contemplate yourself, you seek for something in which yourself can be reborn, but you’re really just trying to escape from that need to describe – that’s what sex is, escaping the need to describe, putting your obligation to live into your seed for the next generation to take up your burden for you. avoid this if you can. describe yourself. describe what there is. stay pitted when it’s uncomfortable. use words to describe like now as you’re in the club and you were thinking and you thought it was all too much so you said to yourself, why even try to write? but here you are writing it and you’re getting it with your words.