It got very quiet last Saturday night. I realized I didn’t have much to do. It was nice outside at four o’clock in the afternoon so I went out on my balcony and laid there for about a half hour. Then I came inside and read a chapter on the couch. Then I laid in bed and watched some videos about fighting and getting in shape. Then it was time to take a shower and get ready for the night. But I realize now that instead of thinking about what I really should have been doing all afternoon, I let my mind just barely avoid it by finding the next lazy thing.