My greedy heart hopes haughty Hunkered stars reach out For the first time in a million years Beating blood meets far away light Through eyes that shimmer Stained-glass windows In between A high-ceilinged church And a jungle of primal life At first my beating heart complains And wants to go back to the wild Once I manage to wrestle it down I read a missal and hymn-listen It beats slower and learns There’s more than one god to beat for