Morning

She leaves.

I eat.
I watch a movie.
I wonder.

What to do now?
What could be better? 
How can I ever go higher?

After laying there
perfectly lazy
all morning 
with her.

I couldn't care
about my work
or to wake up
and make coffee.
Smelling eucalyptus
and seeing light come in 
through the shades.

How ever
to go higher.