Creep back coyly, cut past the pride with which you stepped out, shrink into what you were before your evolution hoped for all this, dash your tiny leaf on a wave of oppression that was always stronger than your Will, loose what little motivation you mustered, except for that sliver, that little speck that all alone is no match for an adversary at any one time, but as time passes, as everything else that was so strong in the moment fades away, this little speck holds on, it stays, though small, it remains, so that when nothing is left, there is this speck, hanging on. This little speck is the last of you. It will carry you to the end.