i wonder about

optimizing

in the opposite direction,

for less

instead of more.

i wonder about

getting out of the city

and into the mountains.

i wonder about

tending to a garden

instead of

going to the grocery store.

i wonder about

spending my time

instead of

saving my money.

i wonder about

calculating how

to make a little last

instead of

how to make more.

i wonder if

i would get to the mountains,

and after a short period

of reprieve with less,

begin quickly again

to wonder about

having more.