i put my ear
to her back
and hear
at night
what i can only describe
as a roaring
going on inside
it seems
all the time
like you would
put your ear
to a sea shell
and hear the ocean
inside
but with her
is the fiery inside
of a furnace
like a train engine
that a brusque man
with his sleeves rolled up
feeds coal
with a shovel
or the white noise
of space
if you were hurtling
very fast forward
and wind was whipping
past your ears
all this energy
inside
of her sweet silent
sleeping small body