such silence after the noise of the refrigerator working to freeze water or whatever a refrigerator does whirring in the night making noise that you don’t realize is noise until the click that turns it off and then real silence at 3:25 a.m, no cars outside oh, there went one on California street outside but now silence again just the low hum of nothingness that makes me wonder if silence has a sound oh, there went a plane I think, something above it is gone now and the hum again no, her breathing against my chest always a noise to fill the silence if you really listen