I’ve never felt pain enough
To write about it like this
Never loved deep enough
To feel loss like this
To feel hurt like this
To be willing to resort
To begging and pleading
Like this
It’s my own fault
That I lost her
I let her go
I took her for granted
They say
If you love someone
You can let them go
But they also say
Separation
Makes the heart grow fonder
Both are true I guess
But the truth didn’t help me
It only brought me pain
I welcome the pain
It’s worth it
I want her back
And I’ll fight for her
And I might lose that fight
But I’ll only accept losing that fight
If it means she’s happy
And if she’s happy
Then I have to find someone
To help make me happy
That starts with myself
I have to love myself first
Which is maybe the reason
I left her in the first place
And the reason why
I’ll spend the rest of my life
Searching for another portal to heaven
Another angel with the keys
March 07, 2022 at 05:37PM