God I got scared last night which makes no sense this morning with all the lights on drinking coffee excited to see all of the details of the room and listen to music later I can’t listen to lyrics when I write but like to listen in the early afternoon once I’m done anyway last night I was lying there in bed and woke up feeling a pulsing in my feet I couldn’t decide if it was just my blood pumping because of the way that I had my legs crossed or if there was a little demon standing there at the bottom of the bed squeezing my toes with its claws I couldn’t see in the dark and even if the lights were on I don’t know if I would have had the courage to lean up and look I just lay there going back and forth in my mind trying to find any reasonable explanation at all for what it could be other than a demon down there the most uncanny part as I write this morning is how nonsensical it seems during the day with the lights on to have been so scared as I was but something about the non-physical dream world changes your perception of reality and the angels and the demons have all the power over you in that other world.