2pm nap on the couch

The blinds shake softly
But I’m scared
I raised them
To let the sun in
They’re still now
The cat and me
Take a nap
On the couch
Each day
A little after two
The sun has made its way
Over the building
To shine through
The west windows
My fear keeps from seeing
That the blue sky
Framed in the window
Is really
Quite wonderful
I worry
Instead

July 14, 2023 at 02:20PM

What if we set all the domestic cats free?

I’ve been seeing brighter than normal flashes when I turn the lights on in a room
Glints in the air, on the floor
Out of the corner of my eye when I turn my head too fast
That hummingbird won’t leave the cat alone
Buzzing right outside the window
The cat behind the glass
I’m not sure he would even know what to do
He’s so used to kibble at one in the afternoon
He misses my girlfriend, I think
She gives him more attention than I do
She gets back from Costa Rica this afternoon

July 09, 2023 at 09:29AM

Progress

I write all my best poems in an afternoon
If the sun’s right
And my blood toxicity is just right
I go for months
In the fog
I’d rather just
Watch the performance
Than write right now

July 02, 2023 at 04:03PM

Right right now – Copy

“If you’re an artist and you perform on this stage, you must think, I’ve made it.”
What’s after you make it?
The kids in front of us draw and smoke American Spirits. She has a pen behind her ear, bobs her head slowly, cool like.
“Shit’s right.”
Dialogue from the TV show last night resonates.
“We should eat the rest of the mushrooms.”
Okay.
Robots can’t write this.
Can’t feel the sun coming through the clouds. Hear the subtleties in the performer’s voice that sound like she knows, like the experience she had growing up in Baltimore and going to church. One of those churches where people get filled with the spirit and fall down. That stuck with her.
It feels right right now.
I used to always have to write whenever I did drugs. I felt like I had to take field notes and bring them back to my sober life.
My spiritual progress can be measured by the decrease in my will to write.
It’s right here.
I can leave the flower in the soil.
I write like I pick flowers from the garden to bring back to my lover.
Be there in the garden.
Let them grow.
Be the flowers. Or the soil. Or the sun. Or the gardener.
Be there.
It is what it is.
And it’s right right now.

July 02, 2023 at 03:44PM

Right right now

“If you’re an artist and you perform on this stage, you must think, I’ve made it.”
What’s after you make it?
The kids in front of us draw and smoke American Spirits. She has a pen behind her ear, bobs her head slowly, cool like.
“Shit’s right.”
Dialogue from the TV show last night resonates.
“We should eat the rest of the mushrooms.”
Okay.
Robots can’t write this.
Can’t feel the sun coming through the clouds. Hear the subtleties in the performer’s voice that sound like she knows, like the experience she had growing up in Baltimore and going to church. One of those churches where people get filled with the spirit and fall down. That stuck with her.
It feels right right now.
I used to always have to write whenever I did drugs. I felt like I had to take field notes and bring them back to my sober life.
My spiritual progress can be measured by the decrease in my will to write.
It’s right here.
I can leave the flower in the soil.
I write like I pick flowers from the garden to bring back to my lover.
Be there in the garden.
Let them grow.
Be the flowers. Or the soil. Or the sun. Or the gardener.
Be there.
It is what it is.
And it’s right right now.

July 02, 2023 at 03:44PM